It used to be just a convenient way to refrain from having sex so I won’t get knocked up, but now I can’t stop myself with my addiction: I love giving head. My first boyfriend taught me how—trained me, is more like it, so we… or him, could still enjoy sex with me even if I’m not available for a penetration. Then I started enjoying it too much that sometimes I pretend to have my period so I could suck him instead until he cums in my mouth. I’d do it for hours, sucking him hard the first time and letting him cum down my throat… then I’ll make him hard again and blow him for a couple more hours. It went on and now I’m with my sixth boyfriend but I still couldn’t shake off that habit!

But nobody’s complaining. I mean, how could he? Aside from missing out on my snatch from time to time when he could have had perfect chances with my other mouth, he still gets pleasure from oral sex… on a daily basis. Thanks to my fetish, of course. The problem now is I’m beginning to fantasize about blowing other men aside from my boyfriend! I’m pretty sure there are guys out there open to these kinds of things… But, um, maybe I should consider first if my guy welcomes this open realtionship stint. Then again it’s just cocksucking, I’m sure he won’t mind as long as it’s not my pussy I open to other sex dates. Well I’m keeping my fingers crossed… Maybe it’d be best to discuss this with him after I gave him two hours of mind-blowing blowjob?

— Jade